If you think your partners (the girl / the guy) are 100% faithful (in their thoughts / in their actions / in their values)

Think Again.

Hee im so glad ppl like my songs :)
im surprised i can come up with the 2nd song so soon...
not being boastful or what.. just amazed...
i still have to say that with inspirations and feelings so strong,
it is pretty easy to come up with the lyrics n tune.. :)

im sharing this 2nd song with my closer frens..
not planning to put up in fb, in case ppl ask who isit. omg..
obviously if you know me well enuff, u know who im singing this song for..
but it's a past.. and ive forgotten.. so this song is just a brownie creation ;)

i also shared my songs with justin (not justin timberlake hais...), who is a "composer" also but on guitar.. haha
so that we can share some pointers n blah.. n i put the "gao chao" on my 2nd song as what he advised.
he said one day free can "he zuo" - duet haha... im sure one day somehow we can do tat
n he's stopping me to write my 3rd song! asking me to wait for his.. HAHA ok wo rao le ni pimply!

anyway im so happy rattakorn helped me to buy the Peck Aof Ice concert dvd!
and he's giving it to me for free! :) he's sending it over from bkk.. Thanks Thanks so much!
im so excited now, waiting for the dvd to arrive!!! :)

Good nites

珍惜你
我看着你，那个做事认真的你

我觉得好奇，我是否曾经在你的眼里

终于有一天，我和你，能坐在一起谈心

当瞬间流过，我喜欢你，却不过是朋友而已

你总是说我年纪比你轻

像个小女孩，心情还不定

你温柔的笑容和表情，却每次打动我的心

我知道现实上和你有距离

所以不去想到底能不能够在一起

虽然我愿意，但我真的，很珍惜你

我想着你，那个戴着眼镜头发整齐的你

跟我说话总是很开心

终于有一天，我靠在你怀里

有种冲动想吻你

才发现自己爱上了你，但你只是在安慰我而已

你总是说我年纪比你轻

像个小女孩，心情还不定

你温柔的笑容和表情，却每次打动我的心

我知道现实上和你有距离

所以不去想到底能不能够在一起

虽然我愿意，但我真的，很珍惜你

当你告诉我你要和她旅行

其实你是这么长情

最后你已开始疏远我而去

你不知道我多么想你

你总是说我年纪比你轻

像个小女孩，心情还不定

你温柔的笑容和表情，却每次打动我的心

我知道现实上和你有距离

所以不去想到底能不能够在一起

只希望
当我坐在床边，看着窗外

空中的风轻轻吹过, 甜美的香气也飘过

想像自己是个小女孩, 在草地上跳起舞来

美里的梦慢慢醒来, 原来我还在这里等待

单纯的心，只希望有人爱

却又被缘份一再玩弄地对待

我傻傻的，相信着，一直对它充满希望的

我知道我自己有多坦白

只是希望拥有一个美丽的恋爱

我傻傻的，还是相信着，一直对它充满希望的

遇见了好多个人，有好的，也有坏的

但随着时间流过, 我学会了这场游戏的规则

单纯的心，只希望有人爱

却又被缘份一再玩弄地对待

我傻傻的，相信着，一直对它充满希望的

我知道我自己有多坦白

只是希望拥有一个美丽的恋爱

我傻傻的，还是相信着，一直对它充满希望的

每一次我告诉自己，这一切不是真的

但他们总是出现在我面前

对我好，然后又跑掉

单纯的心，只希望有人爱

却又被缘份一再玩弄地对待

我傻傻的，总是相信着，一直对它充满希望的

我开始明白这一切的安排

不去想还有什么用继续等待

我学会了，变坚强了，不再对爱拥有任何期待

I saw brenda's facebook n found many many chinese quotes she wrote, i thought they are v v meaningful... so ive decided to post some here :)

生命不是用來尋找答案、也不是用來解決問題的，生命是用來愉快過生活.

不要总是烦恼生活。不要总以为生活辜负了你什么，其实，你跟别人拥有的一样多。

每天給自己一段空閒的時間，好好想想。一個人的沈思，比人的歡愉，更感受幸福的真相。

留下，不代表还爱；离开，不代表不爱。得到，未必是幸；失去，也未必是不幸。

生活中并不是所有的人都能成为朋友。珍惜身边的每一份友情，无论它是不是已经过去，无论它会不会有将来。也许不会天长地久，也许会淡忘，也许会疏远，但却从来都不应该遗忘。它是一粒种子，珍惜了，就会在你的心里萌芽，抽叶，开花，直至结果。而那种绽放时的清香也将伴你前行一生一世……

爱，有何必多问？问得太多，只怕就不爱了。成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。

当你认为被抛弃的时候，受损失的其实是对方：因为他失去了一个真正喜欢他的人，而你只不过少了一个不喜欢你的人罢了。

曾经拥有的，不要忘记。不能得到的，更要珍惜。属于自己的，不要放弃。已经失去的，留作回忆。

i missed gossip girl so much...awww
tomoro im meeting wendy to discuss about our nail biz.. loads of things to prepare n talk about...
omg we havent been too disciplined recently.. plus we are so bz with work and our own lives.. :O
friday i mite b meeting jane for dinner and to run some errands :)
Then finally weekends! sat i will b at jade's nail plc and then off to xtine's wedding dinner at holiday inn with DIT0112!!
n prolly late nite movie and supper with garfield...
And so fast it's sun.. will be at jade's nail plc also.. then will b celebrating hazel's bday after that :D :D

Funfilled and satisfying weekend to come :D :D

And next monday ill b meetin audrey jie!!~ missed her so much tooo :)
 

I saw your email reply.... im so happy....
All the others were just people who passed by....
I will continue to work hard for my happiness and future....

Let's continue to live our lives happily, on our own and with other people dear to us....
*ironically, im not hoping to be back together anymore... i just love the same memory you and i have... :)

i am so in the mood to blog... haha...
ok i missed gossip girl... SO MUCH.................
like getting sick n sian bcos no more gossip girl to watch for now... awwwwww.....
n im now listening to Treat Me Good.. it's such an all-time-fave hit...

anyway, why does things start to feel so different and weird..?
1st, it was the card decline incident and claiming the magnetic stripe as problem
2nd, it was the claiming leaving much later but when i walked past, the lights were all off already
3rd, it was the "you dun have to pass me anything becos i never pass you anything"
my intentions were simple and harmless.. but all i got were lies and misunderstanding...
then i would rather not have any friendly hopes anymore....

and, for the 136th time, the same thing happens to me again..
im so silly.. it was the works of the game again.. a game i have not been able to win yet......
im giving up. Game Over.

Finally Chuck says "I Love You" to Blair!

And so my Gossip Girl ended for this season.. "See you in College!" ~ NYU, Yale, Brown...

XOXO...
 

sometimes, thoughts about the walks, the places, the conversations... just fill in...

walking to gwc under the hot sun had nv been that exciting...
roaming around takashimaya looking for presents wasnt as lonely anymore..
watching an average movie like Star Trek wasnt that boring afterall
sipping down orange juice at 1am in the morning didn't feel too acidic...
checking out the chalet-like apartment along devonshire rd and watching tv programmes was just delightful

Food was the main thing..
Pump, Spize, HK Cafe, Sushi Tei, Spize again, Ichiban Boshi....
Good food and not need to worry about paying a single cent..
It's not the money that is the attraction..

Chats about the jobs, family, interests, people, views about here, holidays, Sims 3, advices...
with a gentleman touch in everything..
and getting abit more humorous and crappy, a v different side...
but there was basically no gap between the 8-grades-and-8-years-old-apart
the girl walked with her MiuMiu inspired bag and the man in his Omega Seamaster and Louis Vuitton Alexei..
finally, the moment that felt most wonderful and relieving was when the two were 0cm apart

All the above mattered that much becos she was with him.

But there was a quote from Blair Warldof about Nathaniel Archibald in Gossip Girl...
"Like he was a man, and i was a little girl
No passion.. No sparks.."

And another sensible statement from a girly book...
"When a man views a woman as a "little girl" or a sister he has to take care of, the passion diminishes. He does not want to make love to his sister."

Meeting this man is the girl's most perfect dream that could ever happen
But like what they say, fate loves to play tricks..
and so she has to accept it.

they can only be friends.

what the hell is wrong with all these people??
it's something i had been complaining about to uncle cw and auntie tsb...
i just want to stay clear... totally.....
arghhhhh